The Dreams In Which I’m Dying Are The Best I Ever Had

Posted on March 10th, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating, Three's Company

There is plenty to report, but not much that I am willing to say.  Unfortunately, it may remain so for quite some time. Aiden has moved out, and now I divide my time between his place and what now feels like Jack’s house.  My schedule generally involves work, picking up the kids from school, doing [...]

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What Shall We Do With A Drunken Sailor?

Posted on February 26th, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

I’ve been mulling over what to do with this blog, and with my now inactive Twitter account.  I’ve debated deleting them both, after offering alternative contact information to anyone that would like it. I don’t think that I have it in me to continue tweeting, and now that I’ve been away from it for over [...]

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These Walls Surround Me With The Story Of Our Life

Posted on February 11th, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating

Earlier this week I wrote a sizable post, speaking about our current state of affairs, but after allowing it to sit for a few days, and consulting other involved parties, I’ve decided against publishing it. The fact of the matter is that Jack and I are separating. Despite outward appearances and the timing of everything, this actually has [...]

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There’s A Sorrow Hanging In The Air Between Us

Posted on January 31st, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

On Saturday night the three adults that live in this house sat down together to have a family meeting.  This is not unusual for us, however, the outcome of this particular meeting happened to be that Aiden is going to be moving out of our home. It saddens me just to type it, and I [...]

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Is Life What You’d Imagined, When We Had Nothing Else To Frame It In?

Posted on December 9th, 2010 in Life List, Made In Alberta, Made In Ontario, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

2010 has been quite a year, has it not? The past 12 months have seen Aiden move in with us and become a part of our family.  Then there was another move of epic proportions, taking all five of us, and the two dogs, over 2,000 miles back across the country.  Back to Calgary and [...]

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I Am Ashamed Of What I Did For A Klondike Bar

Posted on October 27th, 2010 in Advice, Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory

I think that there comes a point when a person just becomes very tired of catering to what other people think and ceases caring about the opinions of anyone else.  Well, almost anyone else.  Lets say they become more selective about it. When Jack and I decided to become poly, I don’t think either of [...]

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I’m Too Drunk To Taste This Chicken

Posted on October 4th, 2010 in Emotional Angst

There is something of a back-burner guilt that goes along with neglecting ones blog.  Often it will occur to me to write something here, and lately I’ve been pushing it off in favor of vanilla projects, such as other blogs I write, or amassing backpacking gear and Warhammer miniatures.  Truth be told, I haven’t had [...]

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How To Install Linux On A Dead Badger

Posted on May 3rd, 2010 in Are You Gonna Eat That?, Emotional Angst, Made In Ontario, Mating And Relating, Migration Paths, Photos

The weekend passed with very little incident. On Friday night Aiden went and picked up our friend, Dex, and the three of us went to see How To Train Your Dragon.  It was a SUPER cute movie, and we all really enjoyed it.  Jack and P took the kids to see it during her visit [...]

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The Devil Has The Best Tuna

Posted on April 19th, 2010 in Does All Her Own Stunts, Emotional Angst, LARP, Made In Ontario, Migration Paths

I really want to write something here today, and I must have started this post at least half a dozen times, but I find myself getting several lines in and then deleting it all and walking away from my computer for a while, only to sit down and start again, delete, rinse, repeat. I’m certain [...]

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Redheads Are Not The Freshest Produce In The Aisle

Posted on April 5th, 2010 in LARP, Made In Ontario, Mating And Relating, Migration Paths, Polyamory, Three's Company

Yesterday P and Jack left for an outing in Niagara Falls.  As a surprise/gift to the two of them, I made arrangements for an overnight stay at a hotel overlooking the falls, in a room with a jacuzzi and a king sized bed.  Their mini vacation also included several VIP wine tastings, a dinner for two at [...]

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Oh No, Someone Ate Spaghetti In The Shower Again

Posted on March 31st, 2010 in Are You Gonna Eat That?, Body Mods, Collar And Cuff, Does All Her Own Stunts, Emotional Angst, LARP, Made In Ontario, Mating And Relating, Migration Paths, Polyamory

I’ve started a number of blog posts this week, and they just never seem to get finished. First I began writing about a tantrum I had on Friday that culminated in me taking off my collar and leaving it on Aiden’s bed while he was at work.  The discussion that followed was rather uncomfortable for [...]

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Why Is It That Every Time I Need To Get Somewhere, We Get Waylaid By Jackassery?

Posted on March 18th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Migration Paths, Three's Company

Just when it seems that all is quiet on the home front, and we are beginning to settle into a rhyme and rhythm that suits everyone comfortably, fate tosses us a curve ball. Karma is rarely without a sense of humor. For the third time since our move to the eastern end of the country, [...]

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I Hope You Like These. It Took Me A VERY Long Time To Open The Package.

Posted on March 11th, 2010 in Budge That Pudge, Emotional Angst, LARP, Made In Ontario, Photos

Ugh, I hate how my period makes me moody and extra sensitive. Perhaps the pinky-purple daisies (in the photo above) that Aiden brought me on Tuesday were a preventative measure.  You know, so that I wouldn’t rip his face off at the most minuscule of provocations. I loathe women who use their cycle as an excuse to [...]

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There Is A Land Called Passive Aggressia, And I Am Their Queen

Posted on February 27th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory

It has taken a number of days for the household to recover from my mother’s visit, but I think things are pretty much back to the way we like them around here. She and I had ONE rather explosive argument, that began with the laundry and ended with our respective shortcomings as participants in this parent/child [...]

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I Know It’s Difficult To Hear With Your Head Up Your Ass

Posted on February 21st, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Three's Company

72 hours to go. Somehow it seems shorter when I think of it in hours, rather than days. My mum and I are still getting along just fine, but between you and me, I’m ready for her to go home.  It’s not that she has done anything terrible, it’s just that her presence interferes with, well, almost [...]

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Costuming: The REAL Reason Your House Is A Fucking Disaster

Posted on February 18th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, LARP, Photos, Polyamory, Three's Company

My mum has been here for almost 24 hours now, and so far, so good. Last night after we got the kids to bed she sat and chatted with me while I worked on Aiden’s chainmail (the green and black, shown below) and has offered her assistance in weaving it.  I was pleased that she appreciated my [...]

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Hang On, This Is Gonna Be Bad

Posted on February 11th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Polyamory, Three's Company

<Rant> My mother has been threatening…err, talking about coming out for a visit for several months now, so I suppose I shouldn’t have been so surprised when she phoned me last night to let me know that she was booking a flight. A flight for next Wednesday. And she’s not going home until the Wednesday [...]

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New Levels Of Absurdity Will Be Reached Before The End Of The Day

Posted on February 8th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Tie Me Up

Quite unexpectedly, one of the things I’ve found the most uncomfortable and difficult when it comes to my relationship with Aiden, is being really emotionally vulnerable with him. I can be physically vulnerable, that doesn’t scare me at all, but when it comes to talking about my feelings, or God forbid, crying in front of [...]

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The World Will Never, Ever Be The Same, And You’re To Blame

Posted on January 6th, 2010 in Collar And Cuff, Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Tie Me Up

Monday marked the end of my second month as Aiden’s slave. Typing that word in reference to myself still makes me cringe a bit, but not as badly as it did in the beginning.  I’ve grown accustomed to some aspects of wearing a collar 24/7, but many are still a struggle. Asking for what I [...]

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The Song “The Final Countdown” Is Now Playing In Your Head

Posted on December 14th, 2009 in Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory

Some of you may have noticed that I haven’t mentioned Kade around here for a long time.  Not since October 21st, to be precise, and before that it was August 12th. The relationship ended, as far as I was concerned, sometime mid-September, but I’ve been avoiding dealing with it since then because I hate giving [...]

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