Quite unexpectedly, one of the things I’ve found the most uncomfortable and difficult when it comes to my relationship with Aiden, is being really emotionally vulnerable with him.
I can be physically vulnerable, that doesn’t scare me at all, but when it comes to talking about my feelings, or God forbid, crying in front of him [...]
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Monday marked the end of my second month as Aiden’s slave.
Typing that word in reference to myself still makes me cringe a bit, but not as badly as it did in the beginning. I’ve grown accustomed to some aspects of wearing a collar 24/7, but many are still a struggle.
Asking for what I want is [...]
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It’s been five days since Aiden fastened that lovely steel collar around my neck, in a sort of impromptu exchange that only involved the two of us. Earlier in the day we went over together and finalized our contract. We also went over and agreed upon the rules (some of them were a little harder [...]
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I’ve hinted and mentioned here and there that Aiden and I have a certain amount of D/s in our relationship. For those of you who are maybe not familiar with the finer points of kink relationship dynamics, D/s refers to Domination and submission. One person in the relationship is the Dominant, and the other is [...]
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I woke up early Saturday morning, packed up my things, left a goodbye note for my siblings, who were sleeping off our late night out, and then walked to the 7-11 on the corner for a coffee. Caffeine in hand, I walked to the skytrain station, bought my ticket, and waited for my train.
I got [...]
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I am *really* behind on reviews, but better late than never I suppose. Anyway, to make up for the delay, I’m putting up some photos to go with this product, and it’s the first time in a loooooooooooooooooong time that I’ve included photos!
The 24 Inch Deluxe Leather Riding Crop (also known around here as ‘the [...]
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Having just returned from spending four awesome days out in Vancouver, I’m reluctant to settle back into the daily demands of ‘normal life’ but settle back in I must.
Details and photos of the trip are pending, but I don’t have the time or inclination to upload the pictures and relate all of the stories just [...]
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I’d set my alarm for 9am on Sunday morning, but after waking up just long enough to shut it off, Aiden and I went back to sleep until around 11. After getting up (which seems, for some reason, to take us a while, LOL) and putting some clothes on we ventured out to find some [...]
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I know, it’s been too long since the last time I wrote anything here. After our 36-day ‘vacation’ away from home, all I’ve wanted to do since coming back is catch up with Aiden and clean my house. The first one I’ve mostly accomplished, the second is on my ‘To Do’ list for the next [...]
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You’d think that a long drive across America would be the perfect opportunity to get some writing done, but for reasons unknown, the ideas I’ve been mulling over just don’t want to gel into anything useful.
While I ended up having to cancel my date with Kade on Saturday night, I did get to spend almost [...]
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Isn’t it always the way, that for weeks one has very little desire to write, and nothing much to write about, and then suddenly all hell breaks loose and there are more things to recount than there is time to recount them? Certainly seems so around here.
Saturday at Tease was a mix of awesome and [...]
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Friday morning at Tease dawned bright and early. Fortunately my sore throat was nearly gone, so I was geared up and ready to go.
Most of the morning was spent watching the BDSM games, the Fox Hunt, and the Pony Games. I won’t get into [...]
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I’m still recovering from the four days I spent at Tease last week. I’m generally not prone to sub-drop, but I certainly have Tease-drop. On the way home from camp I felt emotional and weepy. Since then the adjustment to ‘regular life’ has been slow. Last night I went to a local kink munch and [...]
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Last day at Tease. Workshops and rope suspension today. Not pumped for packing up. #
This weekend was exactly what I needed to remind me of why I enjoy BDSM so much. I’d forgotten over these last few months. #
Packed up all of my stuff so that I could relax for the afternoon and enjoy the [...]
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Last night was AMAZING. Had a fantastic scene, sat in the hot tub, lured a boy into my bed, and then had wonderful meaningless sex with him. #
Of course! Just when I finally hook up, my period arrives several days early. #
I feel like karma is punishing me for getting laid. First my period and [...]
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Posted on July 6th, 2009 in Tie Me Up
Later this week I will be headed to Tease, which is a 5-day kinky camping event held annually here in SW Ontario. I’m really, REALLY excited about it, as I have been looking forward to it since December, when I bought my ticket.
Now, I know a lot of you did not like those daily Twitter [...]
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Last Saturday morning I helped to host a kink brunch that is becoming a regular event in my area. Sparked by plans to get together in order to swap some toys, my co-hostess and I began inviting additional friends and before we really knew it there were upwards of 20 people planning to join us, [...]
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I hope you’ve enjoyed the recent increase in BDSM equipment reviews as much as I have. It can be difficult to accurately rate or comment on some of these items, due to the fact that what might be considered quite stingy to me could barely even register with heavier pain sluts.
The Handy Slapper, provided by [...]
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It’s been a while since I posted a proper update. Truthfully, life hasn’t been all that exciting as of late. V and I are getting geared up for our trip to Vegas in two weeks. I can’t wait to get some place a bit warmer than southern Ontario, if only for a few days. I [...]
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