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Posted on December 9th, 2010 in Life List, Made In Alberta, Made In Ontario, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

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Posted on October 27th, 2010 in Advice, Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory

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Likewise, what are people going to say to my current children.

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Jack and I have locked horns over this issue several times in the past months. In fact during one late-night conversation I was relatively certain that we would either have to file for divorce or return to monogamy, the situation seemed so impassable.

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How does one manage to remain true to themselves and to their own needs, while continuing to honor the needs of the people they love.

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Posted on May 25th, 2010 in Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

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It wouldn't be the ideal way of living for some, or even most, but I secretly love the level of insanity we often maintain. Time passes so quickly, and I can't even tell you the last time I was bored. It was probably years ago. Buy Phenergan Without Prescription, Life is not always exciting in the ways that I want it to be, and some days I tire of the current state of constant packing, but boring. Never. I like it that way, because bored people are boring people, and I never want to be boring.

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Posted on April 15th, 2010 in Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

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I wasn't whining or making a play at being passive aggressive, I was simply expressing mild frustration at a situation that I'm certain comes up in EVERY relationship. I wasn't angry with Aiden, since we were both very tired, cheap Atarax no rx, and I fell asleep almost immediately afterwards. Atarax australia, uk, us, usa, I received the following reply to said Tweet, from my friend ChickPea:

It raised an interesting point, order Atarax from mexican pharmacy, that I don't believe I have touched on here previously - how it works when one of them isn't "giving me what I want". Atarax no rx, In this particular instance, I was actually sleeping with Aiden, and Jack was out for dinner with an old friend of his, comprar en línea Atarax, comprar Atarax baratos. However, Herbal Atarax, suppose that Jack had been home, would it have been ok for me to go upstairs and have my way with him before returning to bed with Aiden.

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Why would I have to ask him, Buy Atarax Without Prescription. Well I don't technically *have to* but seeing as he and I will be sleeping together, I would check first, in case he wanted to go to bed immediately, or in case he just wants to cuddle for a while before sleep. Likewise, when I am sleeping with Jack, I generally try to be thoughtful of him in this capacity as well.

There are also nights when I have the whole evening specifically booked off for one of them, and in that situation, I probably wouldn't ask if they minded me having sex with the other, because it would just seem terribly rude. If I have a special "date night" with Jack, I wouldn't feel right about asking him to give up time with me just so I could have sex with Aiden, even if Jack wasn't in the mood. Buy Atarax Without Prescription, See what I mean about complex. I get a headache just attempting to explain it.

There are many aspects of our daily lives that do not adhere to any hard and fast rules. We generally muddle through, making decisions based on what seems like the right thing to do in any given situation. Much of it is trial and error. There are plenty of mistakes along the way, but we are all still learning.

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Posted on April 5th, 2010 in LARP, Made In Ontario, Mating And Relating, Migration Paths, Polyamory, Three's Company

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This week I really must get started on the pre-pack for the move. I also need to get all of our stuff together for LARP, especially since we are supposed to get rain, UGH. Wet weather always means packing extra clothes, etc. Don't tell Aiden, but I am almost beginning to wish we WERE going away overnight somewhere that didn't involve camping and re-applying black face paint 45 times, and getting wet in the great outdoors. I am sure it will be brilliant once we are there, but at the moment, it just isn't sounding so hot, LOL.

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Posted on February 11th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Polyamory, Three's Company

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She knows that Aiden is living here by the way, under the guise of being our roommate of course. Fortunately this does not seem particularly unusual to anyone, as we had V living with us for an entire year, buy no prescription Zovirax online. Everyone in my family (except my mum of course) thinks that it's lovely that we have someone renting a room here, because they aren't judgmental old fusspots.

It's also fortunate I suppose that she's coming during a time when we didn't have anything special planned. Buy Zovirax Without Prescription, Less fortunately...well, there's the fact that for an entire week Aiden and I are going to have to act as though we are merely acquaintances. Kjøpe Zovirax på nett, köpa Zovirax online, Any affection towards him on my part (or vice versa) will only serve to earn me a prolonged lecture on the finer points of behaving "properly", and further fuel her feelings of utter failure as a parent. That might not bother me so much if she didn't channel all of that negativity into criticizing me, or my friends, or my parenting, Zovirax overnight, or my choice of toilet paper. If she can find fault with something, she is quick to point it out, Discount Zovirax, with little to no regard for the feelings of others.

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This is my mother, except minus all the cute. And ramp up the disapproval about 700 notches. Buy Zovirax Without Prescription, Last night, after the phone call, Aiden and I were in the shower together, discussing the upcoming invasion...err, visit.

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I know it's not true, Zovirax maximum dosage, but some days it seems like it. V has a great mother, and so does Jack, and Aiden, and Nia, Zovirax mg, and most of the other people I know. While I realize that none of them get along with their mothers 100% of the time, it does seem to me that in their adult years they have at least found a way to exist comfortably with one another.

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No, I didn't take it like a bitch, I told her that I was an adult and that she needed to back off about ten paces, and that if it was an issue of my leaving the kids with her that had her so upset, I would gladly take them elsewhere to be babysat so that I could have five minutes to myself. I wasn't trying to threaten her, but I wasn't going to put up with her bullshit either. She shut up, and then asked me if I was happy. Buy Zovirax Without Prescription, She asked in such a way that it was obvious she really meant "Are you happy in your marriage?" and I looked her straight in the eyes and told her that of course I was, and then I went to bed.

In her defense, she had every right to be suspicious. Less than an hour before this conversation occurred I was rolling around in bed with a guy I hadn't seen since grade 12, whom I had always been interested in, and whom had always been interested in me. We'd never gotten together because one of us was always dating someone.

That fact, however, did not negate me being happy in my marriage.

I can only speculate on what she will assume after spending a week here, Buy Zovirax Without Prescription. Aiden and I will do our best to remain inconspicuous. Who knows how successful we will be. If she corners me, I think rather than lie I will simply tell her not to ask questions unless she is certain that wants the answer. Or perhaps I will just come right out of the poly closet and then she will really have something to gossip about when she gets home.

</Rant>

Thank you for bearing with me. I really needed to unload, to get out all of the negative feelings towards my mum, and hopefully mentally prepare myself for her visit..

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Posted on February 10th, 2010 in Collar And Cuff, Emotional Angst, LARP, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

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When something isn't really working for Jack, in terms of time or my relationship with Aiden, he's really good about letting me know so that we can discuss it and make adjustments. As long as the lines of communication remain open, we can generally find a workable solution that makes everyone happy.

Thank you again for the question(s) Tonya. I hope you guys will keep them coming, if you are curious or require clarification on anything. Please don't be shy :).

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Posted on February 8th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Tie Me Up

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The progress is slow, but I think that things are getting better. Aiden has a good deal of patience, but I don't really want to push it all the way to its limits.

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In the chaos of moving and car shopping and all manner of other craziness we've been up to, the Dom/sub aspect of our relationship has been pushed onto the back burner, although I doubt that will last long. Our contract comes up for renewal on February 4th, so more on that as we work out details and adjustments.

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It was a huge relief to finally have dealt with the situation, even though it took months longer than it should have. I really did like him a great deal, and I hope that he finds a way to be happy and satisfied with his life. I'm sure that when he's ready he's going to make a really good boyfriend, just not for me.

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There will be more on this in the weeks to come. I have lots more that I could say on the subject, but it's getting late and I've got things to do. I've actually managed to be pretty good today, so I don't want to mess with that by not finishing my chores.

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Having a Dominant is sort of like having a really hardcore personal trainer. All of us have the capacity to read up on nutrition and exercise and put those things into practice. Many of us, however, lack the long-term motivation to stick to it if we don't have any external guidance or encouragement. So we give someone money to kick our asses when we don't think we have the drive to keep at it ourselves. That's kind of how it works in D/s relationships, in the most basic sense of it all, and the best 'vanilla' way I can explain it, Topamax For Sale.

When Jack and I first began our polyamorous relationship, we drafted a list of rules. Some of you, who have been reading here since the beginning, probably remember how very bad I was at following those rules. Even though I had agreed to them and understood their necessity, I just couldn't seem to force myself to follow them. A few of my commenters speculated on my rebellious nature, drawing conclusions about my ability to comply with even the simplest of restrictions. Topamax For Sale, Eventually I "outgrew" the rebellious phase and realized that breaking the rules was only hurting myself, and that my reasons for breaking them, no matter how I justified them in the moment, were stupid. Then I stopped breaking them, and things got much easier and less strained around here.

Now that I've drawn that parallel, I hope it will remind me that whatever my reasons for not obeying the rules which Aiden and I have agreed upon, they are probably stupid. When I feel ridiculous for following simple instructions, I must remember that it really isn't up to me, and he's not asking me to do anything even mildly difficult. When he asks me to do something, it is not for me to ask why*, but to simply obey to the best of my ability.

Where this need to push the envelope came from, I'm not certain. Perhaps it's simply part of my nature to test the boundaries to be certain that they really exist.

*While I always reserve the right to ask "why" when I don't agree with, or understand an order, there are many, many times when I ask "why" and it's not necessary.

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Posted on November 18th, 2009 in Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory

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I wish there was more I could do. Buy Prozac Without Prescription, Not to assuage my guilt, but because I know that Jack would really enjoy the odd date, and I like to see the people I love as happy as possible.

Today did bring some good news, in the form of a trip back to Cow Town for both business and pleasure. He's going to be gone from Saturday until the following Sunday or Monday, and most of that time is his to do with as he pleases. V is putting him up at her place, and is doing her best to clear her schedule so that they can get into some mischief together. I understand that supper plans with P are in the works. It's going to be good for him to get away, and it makes me very, VERY happy that he is getting this hard-earned break, Buy Prozac Without Prescription. I don't even care that it threw a bit of a wrench in my plans for hitting The Everything To Do With Sex Show in the city this weekend. Phone calls were made, deals struck, and so Aiden and I are still able to go, just not with Nia and Muse, like we had originally planned.

While Jack is away, Aiden will hopefully be keeping me company, at least most of the time (if not the whole week, we shall see). I will admit that it's much easier to see Jack off when I know that I won't have to endure too many nights alone.

I hope he has a great time in Calgary (although I'm a tad envious, as he's going to rock out with MY best girl, and I don't get to see her until April *SOBS*).

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Posted on November 9th, 2009 in Collar And Cuff, Does All Her Own Stunts, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Tie Me Up

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When Aiden has to leave for work in the early morning (around 4am) then I go to bed with him and when he leaves for work I get up as well and return to my own bed with Jack. If Aiden doesn't have to work in the morning sometimes I will set my alarm for 6am and then sneak upstairs before the children wake up, Zovirax description. Jack generally stays up later than Aiden does, Zovirax price, so other nights I will go to bed with Aiden and cuddle with him until Jack is ready to go to bed. Zovirax For Sale, It sounds kind of complicated, but we just sort of work it out as we go along, just like everything else.

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Giving up so much control isn't something I am used to, nor do I find it comfortable. I'm not the naturally submissive type, and I like being able to make my own decisions. Everything from my exercise habits, to what time I go to bed are no longer up to me. When Aiden is here I have to ask permission to leave the room. Freedom to do anything without asking has become a privilege that I have to earn back, when I can prove to him that I can consistently follow directions and do as I am told.

Aiden has given me permission to share our contract and rules on the blog here, so I will hopefully add that, perhaps as a page of it's own for easy referral, in the next few days.

For now I'd better get going, as I have a lot of chores to get done and if I don't, I won't be able to sit for a week.

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Posted on November 2nd, 2009 in Collar And Cuff, Does All Her Own Stunts, Mating And Relating, Photos, Polyamory, Tie Me Up

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The paper journal that I've mentioned writing in is part of our D/s dynamic. I'm generally better at organizing my thoughts on paper, and I know sometimes Doms require their subs to keep a journal as a means of more open communication, which I suggested to Aiden. Buy Nasonex Without Prescription, He liked the idea, and though there aren't a ton of entries yet, I feel like it is and will be a good method of sharing my thoughts with him, particularly when I can't really talk to him because he's at work or I'm away, etc.

While I've identified as kinky since I was 18, and I really enjoy playing and the dynamics of casual power exchange, I have no experience with being a "full-time submissive" or in our case, as close to full-time as is mutually agreeable to everyone. I'm not accustomed to rules, or to having to ask permission for anything, or letting someone else make decisions for me on a regular basis. It's going to be a massive adjustment, and I have no doubt that I'm going to struggle, and make a lot of mistakes, and probably get angry and pissed off and frustrated as well. I hold no delusions that we are going to live happily ever after in kinky bliss. D/s relationships, like any other kind, require dedication, hard work, patience, and a good sense of humor, Buy Nasonex Without Prescription. At the same time, the rewards are worth it, and as bull-headed and terribly stubborn as I am, there is a desire in there somewhere to submit myself to the will of another, even though I'll probably fight it, a lot. Fortunately Aiden is prepared for that.

I'm sure the best and the worst of this new chapter will make it onto the blog. I feel satisfied that I have, and continue to be, forthcoming about the struggles and the successes of our poly relationships, and I would like to share in a similar way when it comes to this new dynamic we are about to experience. With Aiden's permission I may share a copy of our contract here, and perhaps some of the entries from my journal along the way, if I feel like they would be of interest.

If BDSM and D/s relationships aren't really your thing, worry not, there will still be lots of regular goodness around here too.

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