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Today did bring some good news, in the form of a trip back to Cow Town for both business and pleasure. He's going to be gone from Saturday until the following Sunday or Monday, and most of that time is his to do with as he pleases. V is putting him up at her place, and is doing her best to clear her schedule so that they can get into some mischief together. I understand that supper plans with P are in the works. It's going to be good for him to get away, and it makes me very, VERY happy that he is getting this hard-earned break, Buy Prozac Without Prescription. I don't even care that it threw a bit of a wrench in my plans for hitting The Everything To Do With Sex Show in the city this weekend. Phone calls were made, deals struck, and so Aiden and I are still able to go, just not with Nia and Muse, like we had originally planned.
While Jack is away, Aiden will hopefully be keeping me company, at least most of the time (if not the whole week, we shall see). I will admit that it's much easier to see Jack off when I know that I won't have to endure too many nights alone.
I hope he has a great time in Calgary (although I'm a tad envious, as he's going to rock out with MY best girl, and I don't get to see her until April *SOBS*).
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November 18th, 2009 at 9:32 pm
I know those feelings well.
It’s so much easier to let your spouse go and have fun when you have fun of your own. When I was without a girlfriend, I struggled a lot more. I also hate to sleep alone, so now that I have people to share my time with, it’s much better.
My wife has traveled with her boyfriend a couple of times now and they are planning a trip near Christmas where she will be gone for a week. I’m very happy for them, but part of the reason why is that it gives me more time to be with my other loves. If they weren’t there, I’d be dreading the week, for sure…
I will say, though, I don’t feel guilty about whatever feelings I have any more. The feelings are all natural and when you can see it and know what it is, you can cope. And with practice, the coping gets better and you see the bright side allowing happiness to follow, even if it’s not all your own.
And for Jack, as a guy trying hard to find company too, all I can say is I think patience pays off. The right person or persons are there, and when you find her/them, it’ll all be worth it. Although don’t ask me to repeat that when I’m alone.
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November 21st, 2009 at 9:15 pm
as emokat as i was when you kids got home, i am happy you got to go to the show & i had a rather faboo time with the kidlets today
i petted some koi @ the pet supply place which makes everything betterz 
i’m totally idealising in my mind that Muse & i will find someone who loves us both, thus somewhat limiting potential icky feelings, but i realise that it’s just as possible we’ll end up in some sort of arrangement similar to yours. i’m feeling lucky that Muse is so social, and so comfy with flirting, because i think he’ll have an easier time than most poly guys finding another partner if he chooses to do so. it’s so hard for poly guys to convince women that it really /is/ okay with their female partner for them to get involved with other women – at least it seems much harder. dudes are almost always perfectly content to get down with attached-yet-open women
xo nia
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