It’s A Mad Dash To The Mud Pit!
Posted on June 8th, 2007 in Body Mods, Does All Her Own Stunts, Made In Alberta, Polyamory
Today is a great day! I got on the scale this morning and I’ve already lost over 5 lbs this week. I know that most of it was water I had been retaining, but who cares, it’s still a loss. That much closer to my first goal.
Tonight I am taking the lovely P out on the town. I am going to take her to a store that was formerly Adam N Eve’s but has changed ownership (or at least names) sometime recently. It will be fun, I enjoy corrupting the innocent. I am not sure that she’s ever been there before. You may remember me mentioning that store as the place I bought my pleather skirt for the New Year’s Party and my corset for The Sex Show last year. They also have the most AMAZING sexy shoes I’ve ever seen, a good selection of BDSM equipment, and a variety of sex toys.
After that I think we might wander over to The Vicious Circle for drinks and nibbles. I shall see what P feels like doing. Maybe we’ll just go to a quiet pub or a coffee shop and shoot the shit.
Saturday I finally get my tattoo finished! Woot!
Saturday night Jack is possibly going out drinking with one of his buddies. We talked about what would happen if there was a chance of him hooking up while out and about. Even though I still have some serious insecurities, I am thinking it might be best to just push past them and see what happens on the other side. Meaning I told him to go ahead, that I don’t want to hear any details, and the only questions I want him to answer the next day are “Did you have sex?” and “Did you use a condom?”. I know he worries about my reaction, but I told him that although I can’t accurately anticipate my feelings, I am going to make my very best effort to be less emotional and more rational about it. Wish me luck with that. If I can get past my reservations about him having sex with others, I think that the poly thing will go more smoothly since I have no problem with him spending time with other women, nor do I have a problem with him having feelings for other women (both things that we have already experienced).
I shall have updates on all of the above by Sunday night, no doubt!
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June 8th, 2007 at 7:07 pm
What a lovely post! Good for you, Shasta. Without sounding patronizing (hopefully), I know you can do this. Pushing through the fear is really the best way because, otherwise, it is controlling you instead of you controlling it.
Brave, brave woman. Kudos to you.
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June 9th, 2007 at 4:33 pm
Mon-Mon,
Thank you, you made me smile a great deal with your kind comment.
*Hugs*
Shasta
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