Stiletto Diaries

How We Got Here Pt. 2

Posted on November 27th, 2005 in Carnal Confessions, Polyamory

So Jack was very eager for me to fool around with another strange man.

I was reluctant, due to my emotional turmoil over the entire thing.

I was so against this sort of thing, so unsure about how to deal with my feelings that seemed to be totally hypocritical.

On one hand I really believed in monogamy. On the other hand I really liked sex, and I really liked the feelings of exhilaration I got from pursuing and being pursued by men other than my husband.

It was all so wrong and wonderful at the same time.

What was a girl to do?

Well, when the opportunity to hook up with a VERY sexy man presented itself, I decided what the hell!

We shall call him ‘R’ from now on.

We went back to his friends place, exchanged pleasantries, and then stories about our lives, and eventually bodily fluids.

Later R coaxed me into the bathroom, slowly undressed me, and worshipped my body with his hands, lips, and tongue.

In return I sucked his rock hard cock, which was probably the thickest cock I have ever had the pleasure of blowing (it was rather long as well).

It was TOM [aka: my period] for me, so he bent me over the sink and very gently pushed his cock up my ass. I didn’t think I would be able to take it, and to tell you the truth I am sure the drinks I had enjoyed earlier in the evening were doing their part, not to mention the 20 minutes he had spent licking me there.

He went so slowly and he made sure that I was comfortable. Once I assured him a few times that all was well and that I was enjoying myself, he started fucking me harder. At some point he pulled the towel bar off the wall. He lasted about 10 minutes before he came.

Afterwards he convinced me to get into the tub with him and we kissed some more and talked for a while. He was very sweet and I was reluctant to get ready to leave. But the sun was coming up, and we were both so exhausted that I was sure I would pass out if I didn’t head for home (and Jack wanted me to get home).

We dried off and got dressed and said our goodbyes. I called for a cab and he walked me out. We kissed and made half-assed plans to see each other again (he lives out of town and won’t be back until sometime in January). We didn’t exchange numbers, which really was silly of me, but he did tell me where to find him the next time he is in town.

Luckily I found a way to get my number to him, and I know where he will be staying in January so that I can try to hook up with him again. I would very much like to go a round with him when I am not being cursed by TOM.

So that almost brings us to how we got to the point we are at now, but the rest will have to wait for another post. Right now it is bed time. Sweet Dreams all.

Note: I should have been more clear to begin with. Jack and I had not established our current set of rules when this occurred, which is why I had a bath with R. Had I know that it would make Jack uncomfortable, it never would have happened. Sorry for the confusion.