Yesterday was a very long and emotional day. It seems like the entirety of last week was one long and hellish rollercoaster ride. Thankfully this week is already looking better. So yesterday just as I was getting ready to leave to meet Q, K came online and I told him to go read my blog [...]
Just when things start to get straightened out, something else happens to fuck it the hell up. Last night K and Jack were supposed to get together. K said he would call when he was ready to go (which would likely be around 10 pm) because he had plans with another friend a little earlier [...]
The past 12 or so hours have been interesting to say the least. Last night Jack talked to K on IM and whatever was said apparently made Jack feel better about this whole situation. He came and talked to me and told me that he felt it was ok for the break to be over. [...]
This is a painting I’ve been working on for a few weeks. I don’t know if I’m done with it yet, but let me know what you think.
I loathe themMoments where I am WeakFragileToo Afraid And the demonsFrom times pastCome backTo remind meThat once I wasNot this When I look at youI can see them Moving between the shadows Though you trembleUnder the touchOf my hand I want to quiet youWith my wordsMake you still in the silence Eternity only lasts a [...]
I am hurting today. I feel raw and miserable and distressed. I don’t know how to fix it and I feel like I don’t have any control. I can’t think of anything else. I am angry, and I hate that. It makes me wish we had never even started this, but I know I don’t [...]
In case anyone was concerned about the situation with the condom tearing last time I was with K, just wanted to let you know that I am 100% not pregnant! Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
I haven’t had time to talk too much about the letter or of what has been happening since the weekend. Apparently I have given the impression that even though I think that I understand where Jack is coming from, none of it has really sunk in for me. Thanks again to the anon who brought [...]
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Well the weekend was certainly eventful. Sadly, not in the fun kind of way. All you people that come here and wait like vultures for something emotionally distressing to happen to me, sit down, you’re gonna love this. As I mentioned before, K and I have been keeping some distance from each other. Basically that [...]
This is a really great little narrative about a newly opened marriage. Take a look at it, I feel like I could have written parts of it myself.
Thank you to everyone who has commented so far on my last post. It is sometimes hard to be so vulnerable, even to total strangers. I want to answer some of the questions that were asked, and respond to HWJ in particular (just so you know, I am very glad to have you as one [...]
I promised you the uncomfortable emotional stuff along with all the hot sexy stuff, so here goes. I will admit, I am almost afraid to write this post, thanks to some of the negative comments I have received as of late. There isn’t much point in blogging if one can’t be honest about things though, [...]
Many of you who read this blog have at least a vague familiarity with our rules. We created that list of rules when we started to get serious about having an open marriage. Basically we created them to prevent situations that would make one (or both) of us uncomfortable. Please refer now to our list [...]
In light of the comment thread to my last post, Jack wanted to share his opinion on the subject. Wow, I never thought our lives and lifestyle would garner that much attention. I just wanted to thank all of those who commented! You won’t see me comment or blog often, but I figured with the [...]
What to do with a naked man who is tied down and helpless? Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeell, under normal circumstances the obvious thing I would have done is break out the leather strap, paddle, or some such other similar instrument of torture, and have at it. K however has an aversion to pain (and I completely understand that, [...]
I know it’s been deadly boring around here, and I hope that I will have the time and inclination to post something interesting soon. In the mean time, I have a couple more links I’ll be adding to my resources section of the sidebar. Adult Friend Finder – Yes I mentioned it ages ago but [...]
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