Dear Jack

Posted on March 22nd, 2011 in Featured, Mating And Relating

I hope you never have to know what it feels like to be in my shoes.  I hope you never think that your kids would be better off with someone else, someone who can give them the best of everything, because you failed them.  Because you failed yourself.  I hope you never have to hear [...]

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Behind Every Beautiful Thing, There Is Some Kind Of Pain

Posted on March 21st, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Starting Over

Yesterday was a rough day. In fact it was so bad, and I felt so hopeless and desperate, that I seriously considered checking myself into a hospital.  I looked up suicide crisis centers in my city, just in case, and wrote down the numbers for several help lines. Sometimes life and the nastiness of this [...]

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The Dreams In Which I’m Dying Are The Best I Ever Had

Posted on March 10th, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating, Three's Company

There is plenty to report, but not much that I am willing to say.  Unfortunately, it may remain so for quite some time. Aiden has moved out, and now I divide my time between his place and what now feels like Jack’s house.  My schedule generally involves work, picking up the kids from school, doing [...]

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What Shall We Do With A Drunken Sailor?

Posted on February 26th, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

I’ve been mulling over what to do with this blog, and with my now inactive Twitter account.  I’ve debated deleting them both, after offering alternative contact information to anyone that would like it. I don’t think that I have it in me to continue tweeting, and now that I’ve been away from it for over [...]

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These Walls Surround Me With The Story Of Our Life

Posted on February 11th, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating

Earlier this week I wrote a sizable post, speaking about our current state of affairs, but after allowing it to sit for a few days, and consulting other involved parties, I’ve decided against publishing it. The fact of the matter is that Jack and I are separating. Despite outward appearances and the timing of everything, this actually has [...]

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Better Than Playing In Traffic

Posted on February 6th, 2011 in Featured, Life List

Last week I decided to randomly cross something off of my Life List, and made some homemade playdough with my kids.  They seemed to particularly enjoy picking out food coloring with which to dye to dough, and then making it into all sorts of fun shapes.  We never had play doh from the store when [...]

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There’s A Sorrow Hanging In The Air Between Us

Posted on January 31st, 2011 in Emotional Angst, Featured, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

On Saturday night the three adults that live in this house sat down together to have a family meeting.  This is not unusual for us, however, the outcome of this particular meeting happened to be that Aiden is going to be moving out of our home. It saddens me just to type it, and I [...]

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I’m Not Even On Drugs, I’m Just Weird

Posted on January 29th, 2011 in Are You Gonna Eat That?, Featured, Life List, Made In Alberta, Photos

Jack and I recently celebrated our 9th wedding anniversary (10th anniversary as a couple) and he surprised me with a limosine ride to the Calgary Tower, where we had dinner at the revolving restauraunt.  It was such a surprise, totally amazing, and not to mention, crossed TWO things off of my Life List: 85. Ride in a [...]

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You Taste Like Grandma

Posted on January 15th, 2011 in Are You Gonna Eat That?, Featured, Life List, Photos

We are only two weeks into 2011, and I’ve already managed to cross something off of my Life List, and I am half-way though a second item!  It’s shaping up to be a productive year. Jack got me a wonderful dehydrator for Christmas, which made it easy to make our own beef jerky! 325. Make [...]

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