How We Got Here; Or - It’s All Jack’s Fault
Posted on November 25th, 2005 in Carnal Confessions, Polyamory
I don’t think that too many couples wake up one day and say to each other “I think we should start sleeping with other people”.
So how did we get to this point? And to starting this blog?
Well it all started a little while ago when Jack said that it would really turn him on to see me with another man. This is not an uncommon fantasy, and by far not the most shocking thing I have ever heard.
At the time I was totally against the idea of fucking anyone but Jack. I shrugged it off, and although he mentioned it once in a while after that, nothing much came of it.
Until a couple of months ago.
I was enjoying a girl’s only weekend with two of my closest pals. We were out on the town for the third night of our weekend-long bender. Earlier in the evening Jack had called and was encouraging me to hook up with a stranger and have some fun. I didn’t really think that it would happen, but then I started talking to a very attractive young man, who we will call ‘S’ for the purposes of this post. S was very good looking, and we hit is off alright. My girlfriends know what kind of a relationship I have with Jack so they were encouraging me to take this guy back to where we were staying (they had their own plans with a few other nice men).
Finally I just decided what the hell, and took him to the place where we were staying. We talked, and then kissed, and then I sucked his cock (twice). It didn’t go any further than that and we parted ways without exchanging numbers or anything.
Afterwards it took me a few days to reconcile my feelings. I had become a tad infatuated with ‘S’ and I also realized that it was impossible for me to separate some level of emotional attachment from sexual acts. At the time I decided that it might be better not to venture into those waters again, for my own well being.
But Jack found it so hot that he was very eager for it to happen again…