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Now I just need to really let go of feeling slighted. When you carry on being angry for such an extended period of time, it can take a while to release all of that negativity, but I am working on it.

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When something isn't really working for Jack, in terms of time or my relationship with Aiden, he's really good about letting me know so that we can discuss it and make adjustments. As long as the lines of communication remain open, we can generally find a workable solution that makes everyone happy.

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Hopefully Jack will get around to commenting and share his own thoughts and feelings on the current living arrangement but I think for the most part we are all pretty content with how things are progressing thus far. Please don't hesitate to ask questions if you are curious, someone will take the time to answer them sooner or later :).

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Posted on February 1st, 2010 in Collar And Cuff, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Three's Company

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In the chaos of moving and car shopping and all manner of other craziness we've been up to, the Dom/sub aspect of our relationship has been pushed onto the back burner, although I doubt that will last long. Our contract comes up for renewal on February 4th, so more on that as we work out details and adjustments.

For now we are just getting into a reasonable routine and rhythm with an extra body in the house. Much, much more to come on how exactly it's all working out.

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All in all it was a really good weekend. I'm looking forward to this coming weekend as well, since Aiden and I are going to a play party, and I have plans with friends, and Jack and I are going out on Sunday to celebrate our 8th wedding anniversary.

It's difficult to believe that January is already almost half over.

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That's a very brief and general update on the recent happenings around here. I shall see what can be done about posting at least a few times over the holidays, but it's difficult to get time to myself for writing while playing hostess to company. At any rate I wish all of my readers Happy Holidays, and hope all of you enjoy yourselves, regardless of how you choose to celebrate, or not.

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It was a huge relief to finally have dealt with the situation, even though it took months longer than it should have. I really did like him a great deal, and I hope that he finds a way to be happy and satisfied with his life. I'm sure that when he's ready he's going to make a really good boyfriend, just not for me.

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When will they be "old enough". I wish I knew. Perhaps it will wait until we're not only ready to be open with them, but with everyone else in our lives. I doubt we will be so fortunate, and that the chickens will come home to roost before we're totally prepared, but as will all things, we'll roll with it, do the best we know how, and come out on the other side better for the experience. Buy Differin Without Prescription, I hope that provided some type of answer for you. Jack and I often feel like we're wandering around in the dark when it comes to poly and our children. We are facing all of these issues for the first time, and there really aren't a lot of resources from which to draw good advice, nor a lot of life experiences that might provide useful insights. To say that we are under-prepared and out of our element is an understatement, but we are going to find our way, just as we have in the past.

I promise to post on this again, as the relationship evolves and as we handle situations regarding the kids, and our living arrangement in general, but I encourage comments and thoughtful questions on the situation. Your questions inspire us to think, and to discuss, and sometimes look at things in ways we hadn't considered before, so all feedback is gratefully appreciated.

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There will be more on this in the weeks to come. I have lots more that I could say on the subject, but it's getting late and I've got things to do. I've actually managed to be pretty good today, so I don't want to mess with that by not finishing my chores.

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Posted on November 18th, 2009 in Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory

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I hope he has a great time in Calgary (although I'm a tad envious, as he's going to rock out with MY best girl, and I don't get to see her until April *SOBS*).

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Posted on November 9th, 2009 in Collar And Cuff, Does All Her Own Stunts, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Tie Me Up

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Posted on November 2nd, 2009 in Collar And Cuff, Does All Her Own Stunts, Mating And Relating, Photos, Polyamory, Tie Me Up

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I'm sure the best and the worst of this new chapter will make it onto the blog. I feel satisfied that I have, and continue to be, forthcoming about the struggles and the successes of our poly relationships, and I would like to share in a similar way when it comes to this new dynamic we are about to experience. With Aiden's permission I may share a copy of our contract here, and perhaps some of the entries from my journal along the way, if I feel like they would be of interest.

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Brother 1 - (Second Oldest, after me) will be called Brody

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After breakfast (which, by the way, didn't occur until 1:20 pm) we mostly just hung around the apartment and bullshitted. I ventured out on my own for a while to pick up some postcards and souvenirs, and to get some fresh air. It was raining out so I didn't really wander too far. Prednisolone For Sale, That evening my cousin came over and we all had drinks together. I hadn't seen her in over two years. When Rory got home from work we all got ready and caught the skytrain downtown to go to The Cambie. The line was long, however. Rory and my cousin and Jena all decided to just pay the cover charge instead of waiting. The boys and I were going to stick it out and wait, but after an hour we got annoyed and decided to go look for something else to do, Prednisolone For Sale. After checking out a couple of pubs we decided to grab pizza and go back to the apartment and have a beer there. It was actually really nice, because you can't really talk in a loud bar like that and I was mostly there to spend time with them.

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Eventually Rory and her boyfriend and Jena got home from the bar and we all went to bed exhausted.

Day 3&4 will have to wait for another post :).

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Posted on October 20th, 2009 in Budge That Pudge, Does All Her Own Stunts, Mating And Relating, Polyamory, Reading Is Sexy, Tie Me Up

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So that's a bit of a condensed update on my recent activities, and a few teasers regarding upcoming posts ;) I have a lot of writing to catch up on, LOL, for now I'm off to the pool.

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