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Posted on February 27th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Polyamory

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Now I just need to really let go of feeling slighted. When you carry on being angry for such an extended period of time, it can take a while to release all of that negativity, but I am working on it.

At least my mum won't be back until the fall :).

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My mum is rather a suspicious creature by nature (I come by it honestly) and so I am quite certain that she wonders if something not-quite-right is going on here. Fortunately I don't care, and in fact, I'm glad to give her a juicy topic to gossip about and speculate on with my other relatives.

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Posted on February 11th, 2010 in Emotional Angst, Polyamory, Three's Company

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Like V, canada, mexico, india, Jack did something that made her feel slighted, and she has never gotten over it. This happened almost eight years ago of course, Effects of Zovirax, right after the birth of our first child. She had come to stay with us when we brought Luke home, and being the overbearing bossy-pants that she is, she proceeded to try to railroad me into doing everything the way SHE thinks it should be done. Buy Zovirax Without Prescription, Now being a terrified 19-year old new mom, I didn't want to argue with her, but Jack wouldn't put up with it, and basically told her to back off a little, and that we needed to figure things out for ourselves, and so she left, with a huff, claiming she felt unwelcome.

And she's never let it go, online Zovirax without a prescription. I don't think she really knows how. She has passed judgement over Jack, and myself, Zovirax dose, and our marriage, ever since.

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A part of me wants so badly to tell her that it's too late for that, heh.

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No, I didn't take it like a bitch, I told her that I was an adult and that she needed to back off about ten paces, and that if it was an issue of my leaving the kids with her that had her so upset, I would gladly take them elsewhere to be babysat so that I could have five minutes to myself. I wasn't trying to threaten her, but I wasn't going to put up with her bullshit either. She shut up, and then asked me if I was happy. Buy Zovirax Without Prescription, She asked in such a way that it was obvious she really meant "Are you happy in your marriage?" and I looked her straight in the eyes and told her that of course I was, and then I went to bed.

In her defense, she had every right to be suspicious. Less than an hour before this conversation occurred I was rolling around in bed with a guy I hadn't seen since grade 12, whom I had always been interested in, and whom had always been interested in me. We'd never gotten together because one of us was always dating someone.

That fact, however, did not negate me being happy in my marriage.

I can only speculate on what she will assume after spending a week here, Buy Zovirax Without Prescription. Aiden and I will do our best to remain inconspicuous. Who knows how successful we will be. If she corners me, I think rather than lie I will simply tell her not to ask questions unless she is certain that wants the answer. Or perhaps I will just come right out of the poly closet and then she will really have something to gossip about when she gets home.

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Thank you for bearing with me. I really needed to unload, to get out all of the negative feelings towards my mum, and hopefully mentally prepare myself for her visit..

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When something isn't really working for Jack, in terms of time or my relationship with Aiden, he's really good about letting me know so that we can discuss it and make adjustments. As long as the lines of communication remain open, we can generally find a workable solution that makes everyone happy.

Thank you again for the question(s) Tonya. I hope you guys will keep them coming, if you are curious or require clarification on anything. Please don't be shy :).

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It seems ridiculous to me that I can't just say what I feel or acknowledge and embrace my emotions, no matter what they might be. It's easy to tell myself that nothing truly horrible will happen, and that likely my being forthcoming will only lead to Aiden and I having a closer relationship, but in the moment it's difficult to remind myself of that. In the moment I just want to avoid having to talk about it.

The progress is slow, but I think that things are getting better. Aiden has a good deal of patience, but I don't really want to push it all the way to its limits.

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Posted on January 6th, 2010 in Collar And Cuff, Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating, Tie Me Up

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We talked about it some, Differin use, and during the time he was here we did a bit of light playing, briefly, but it was enough to warm me up to the idea again. I'm really hoping we find some time to play this weekend, as he's promised me a really lovely scene if I'm good all week (which I am making my very best effort to accomplish). I'm also hoping he might chain me to his bed by my collar one of these nights, as it's sort of one of my pet fantasies.

Our current contract comes up for re-negotiation and renewal at the beginning of February, and it will be interesting to see what we decide to change, if anything.

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It was a huge relief to finally have dealt with the situation, even though it took months longer than it should have. I really did like him a great deal, and I hope that he finds a way to be happy and satisfied with his life. I'm sure that when he's ready he's going to make a really good boyfriend, just not for me.

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When Jack and I first began our polyamorous relationship, we drafted a list of rules. Some of you, who have been reading here since the beginning, probably remember how very bad I was at following those rules. Even though I had agreed to them and understood their necessity, I just couldn't seem to force myself to follow them. A few of my commenters speculated on my rebellious nature, drawing conclusions about my ability to comply with even the simplest of restrictions. Topamax For Sale, Eventually I "outgrew" the rebellious phase and realized that breaking the rules was only hurting myself, and that my reasons for breaking them, no matter how I justified them in the moment, were stupid. Then I stopped breaking them, and things got much easier and less strained around here.

Now that I've drawn that parallel, I hope it will remind me that whatever my reasons for not obeying the rules which Aiden and I have agreed upon, they are probably stupid. When I feel ridiculous for following simple instructions, I must remember that it really isn't up to me, and he's not asking me to do anything even mildly difficult. When he asks me to do something, it is not for me to ask why*, but to simply obey to the best of my ability.

Where this need to push the envelope came from, I'm not certain. Perhaps it's simply part of my nature to test the boundaries to be certain that they really exist.

*While I always reserve the right to ask "why" when I don't agree with, or understand an order, there are many, many times when I ask "why" and it's not necessary.

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Today did bring some good news, in the form of a trip back to Cow Town for both business and pleasure. He's going to be gone from Saturday until the following Sunday or Monday, and most of that time is his to do with as he pleases. V is putting him up at her place, and is doing her best to clear her schedule so that they can get into some mischief together. I understand that supper plans with P are in the works. It's going to be good for him to get away, and it makes me very, VERY happy that he is getting this hard-earned break, Buy Prozac Without Prescription. I don't even care that it threw a bit of a wrench in my plans for hitting The Everything To Do With Sex Show in the city this weekend. Phone calls were made, deals struck, and so Aiden and I are still able to go, just not with Nia and Muse, like we had originally planned.

While Jack is away, Aiden will hopefully be keeping me company, at least most of the time (if not the whole week, we shall see). I will admit that it's much easier to see Jack off when I know that I won't have to endure too many nights alone.

I hope he has a great time in Calgary (although I'm a tad envious, as he's going to rock out with MY best girl, and I don't get to see her until April *SOBS*).

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Limits are a funny thing. I met someone recently whom listed tickling as a hard limit, and she felt so strongly about it that she said if a Dom were to tickle her anyway, she would give them back their collar and walk away. Don't get me wrong, I'm all about respecting the limits, as it's one of the major pillars on which the kink community is built, Proscar For Sale. If you cannot trust someone to respect your limits, you probably shouldn't be playing with them. That said, there are limits that can be pushed. If Aiden suggested shitting on my chest, I would probably at least consider it before saying no (yes, I'm mental, but apparently falling really hard for someone will do that to you). I have limits that I really want to have pushed, but pushed gently, because getting past them leaves me feeling a sense of pride and accomplishment. And because without a little pushing, sometimes we can't grow. That is what I really want out of kink, to grow, to become a better person, to discover things about myself that I didn't know before.

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Posted on September 30th, 2009 in Does All Her Own Stunts, Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating

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Speaking of bleeding, the part in the Mirena information booklet about "in the first three months of use, many women experience unpredictable bleeding" isn't really my idea of a good time, but apparently after that most women cease to menstruate altogether, which will hopefully be worth all the inconvenience.

I don't want to feed any fears here, and so I am telling myself that everything is going to go perfectly and that I won't have tons of random bleeding and no moodiness.

Thanks to everyone who has commented/e-mailed/Twittered me about this subject. All of your encouragement, support, and reassurance has been appreciated immensely. I will be certain to post an update in the next week, detailing how it all goes.

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Honestly, I do want to get by with less stuff. I feel like the best parts of life are lost in the race to acquire more things. My hoarding problem, I will show it to you. If I ever want to get into a house that I can actually manage (and by that I mean a house that does not require constant cleaning because of it's sheer size) I am going to need to let go of a LOT.

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To me it seems simple. I'm certainly not implying that my partners should be monogamous with me, or should not seek out other partners, I just don't want to be the one always getting her heart crushed when they take an interest in someone who is not poly or who is not interested in being poly. Then they have to chose and guess who is going to get the raw deal there? This hasn't happened to me a ton of times, but it has been talked about. Kade said something to me recently that was particularly troubling. When we were talking about emotional investment in this relationship he said something to the effect of "What good would it do me to fall in love with someone who is already married?" which stung more than I let on. Clearly I am not what he is looking for when it comes to life partners, which is probably why I've felt less and less like investing in a relationship with him. He's already decided that he doesn't want to develop significant feelings for me because what he REALLY wants is monogamy. Why should I even bother getting attached when it's only a matter of time before he finds a more...suitable partner and then he and I break up?

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