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Likewise, what are people going to say to my current children.

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Jack and I have locked horns over this issue several times in the past months. In fact during one late-night conversation I was relatively certain that we would either have to file for divorce or return to monogamy, the situation seemed so impassable.

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Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. I am supposed to be taking P into the city, even though that is the last thing in the world I feel like doing. Aiden needs horns for his wood fae costume though, so at least I can get that done for him, and maybe smooth things over a bit after I was thoughtless of him tonight. I wish we could have fixed things before he left for work :(

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