Lip Service
Posted on July 18th, 2007 in Carnal Confessions, Emotional Angst, Mating And Relating
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This post was originally published on July 18th, 2007
Somewhere along the way in life, I developed a serious dislike for oral sex. No, not giving it, but receiving. Over the past 5 years or so I have refused oral sex from Jack so often that he gave up even trying. That was pretty much just fine with me since I had an impossible time enjoying it.
It wasn’t always like this. My first serious boyfriend used to give me oral sex all the time. I remember having many orgasms in the front seat of his parents truck (we were in high school) while his tongue did it’s magic between my legs.
My love of oral sex continued on right up until I got pregnant I think. Somewhere during having my babies it just stopped doing anything for me. As I’ve written in the past, so did anal sex actually, but over time I’ve worked myself back into taking it up the butt. Not so much with oral sex. I think because Jack stopped asking or trying. I can’t blame him, you can only get shot down so many times really.
Anyway, the other night Jack asked me if he could go down on me. At first I resisted, figuring that no one in their right mind would actually want to go down there and that it was some sort of guilt-induced thing. He persisted and still I shook my head “No Way!” because the thought of someones mouth on my girly parts made me squirm with discomfort, for them!
It’s not that it smells bad or tastes bad, down there. On the contrary I’ve both tasted and smelled it and it’s not disgusting on either count. However, I believe somewhere in my brain I honestly cannot understand why any man or woman would want to put their mouth down there.
On this particular night, Jack was not about to take my ‘No’ for an answer. Finally, and with much sighing and eye rolling, he coaxed me into a 69 and began lapping and nibbling at my outer pussy lips while I took his cock into my mouth. I did my best to distract myself with the blow job, but his tongue would not be ignored. It didn’t take him long at all to have me groaning and twitching on top of him. It felt so good, I was starting to remember what I liked about it.
My hips began to rock and all attention to his penis was halted because I find 69′s terribly distracting which is why I dislike them. I can’t enjoy myself and pleasure someone else at the same time, it just isn’t happening. At least when it comes to oral.
He didn’t seem to mind as I merrily humped his tongue. I worried about smothering him, but when I paused to ensure he could still breath all he did was bury his face in my cooter again which instigated another round of me moaning and rocking.
Eventually it became too much for me and I reached climax with his mouth still firmly attached to my pussy. I came in great shuddering gasps before finally rolling off of him in exhaustion.
Wow!
Then I apologised.
He laughed at me.
“I might have smothered you” I said in horror.
He laughed some more.
“You know, I am big enough to push you off of me if I couldn’t breath.”
I suppose that is true, still I felt badly, as if I don’t deserve to receive oral sex.
At any rate he wants to do it again, and begrudgingly I shall allow it. Perhaps in time I’ll come to enjoy and crave oral sex again. I won’t feel like I don’t deserve it, or that the person preforming it is internally recoiling in horror while licking me down there.
July 18th, 2007 at 2:04 am
Great post, Shasta. I love that picture with your post too.
Oral sex was something that I grew to love. I *hated* it for many years. My ex husband only gave me oral 3 times in the whole time we were together. It took a long time to really get into it.
of course, having a female to really give great oral helped me a lot to get into it. *winks*
I now enjoy oral as much as anal which I also didn’t like in the beginning.
I really enjoyed your post.
Glad we got to talk today, Shasta.
BIG HUGS
padme amidala
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July 18th, 2007 at 5:23 am
This is a very revealing post. I hope you can put your negative feelings about your pussy behind you. It is there for your pleasure, and the pleasure of your lover. If he wants to lick and kiss it, he thinks it’s worthy of his attention. Isn’t that enough? Relax and enjoy!
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July 18th, 2007 at 3:00 pm
I Agree with Cherrie. You love to pleasure your mate and obviously he gains pleasure by tasting you.
I am sure you can relate to that sentiment since you enjoy giving oral sex. Let him enjoy giving it too!
That sensation of triumph to see your mate panting at your ministrations and having a great O by your mouth is the best. Why deny him that pleasure too?
I really enjoy reading your blog Shasta ^^ because I can relate to many things you post in here. I too always need reassurance by my husband that he is indeed enjoying lapping me up. He always assures me he does.
You deserve some TLC and don’t think its horrible that someone is licking you down there lol! Be proud of your pussy! From the pics posted, it looks very yummy to me! I am so sure Jack Agrees with me! Eh? Jack!? Hehehehehe
Smoooches babes!
~Esi
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July 18th, 2007 at 3:01 pm
Padme,
I do hope that like you it’s something I grow to love (again). Pehaps having a woman do it to me would be helpful
Can I assume that you would be up for the task? 
Tee Hee
Cherrie,
You’re right, it should be enough. I am doing my very best to get over those feelings towards my poor pussy. Thank you for the supportive comment
XOXO
Shasta
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July 18th, 2007 at 3:06 pm
Esined,
You snuck your comment in while I was posting mine
Thank you for being so supportive and encouraging. I am relieved to know that I am not the only one who is sometimes reluctant to let their partener go down there.
You’re right of course, it’s not as horrible as I sometimes think. And thanks for the compliment on my naughty bits
Hope you’re having a good day my friend!
XOXO
Shasta
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July 20th, 2007 at 9:42 pm
I’m really glad I read this- I can definitely relate— I’ve yet to let my guard fully down on that one.
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July 20th, 2007 at 10:37 pm
I came over here from Piper and I am so glad I did. You’re one of my new favorites. Anywho, I can’t really get much out of oral. I don’t know what my problem is but I’m glad I’m not the only one who turns it down. For me it’s great as foreplay for a minute or two only. I can’t join the anal bandwagon though… I draw the line there.
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July 21st, 2007 at 2:19 am
Daszzle,
You know, I am so glad that I wrote this. I was wondering if perhaps it was just me?? So many of my girl friends just LOVE getting ‘face’ as V and I call it. Here I am feeling mostly reluctant and I am so glad that I am not the only one. Thank you so much for commenting
Chickpea,
Welcome, welcome! I have a tiny confession to make, I was so pleased to see your comment here I nearly had a ‘groupie’ moment, LOL. I will admit I haven’t (until recently) been a regular reader of your blog but I’ve always sort of idolized you and the sexual (mis)adventures you’ve written about.
At any rate, I enjoy your blog a great deal as well.
With the anal, it’s not for everyone. Even I have a difficult time with it and we only really manage it a few times a year at best. Sort of like one of those ‘special occassion’ things as Jack likes to say, LOL.
Thanks for the comments!
XOXO
Shasta
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July 21st, 2007 at 2:01 pm
C. is not particularly into oral, I think a woman’s body changes over time, with her desires shifting here and there.
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July 22nd, 2007 at 5:56 am
You sound like my girlfriend, she doesn’t want me to give her oral sex because she thinks that I will not like it, despite the fact that I’ve told her that her pussy and the idea of servicing it might be the most erotic thing I can think of. Maybe I should be more persistent about it.
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