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“Cellar?” “Gate To, Uh … Hell, Actually.”*

Posted on January 29th, 2007 in Does All Her Own Stunts

Bah, the nasty little PMS beastie is tormenting me again. This means cramps, feeling sad for no good reason, and general irritation with people and life in general.

My karma seems to be sucking ass as well. Work issues, money issues, emotional crap, and landing myself a huge speeding ticket (yes, my own fault, but still horrible). It's all adding up and making me feel really icky.

I had a rare date with LD last night. He was wonderful. We sat and had really good conversation for a couple of hours. He pointed out that my resistance to changes (that I have not implemented personally) probably has a lot to do with my dissatisfaction recently. I don't like change unless it's my idea, LOL. I've reflected on this and he makes a good point. Jack and I are on the cusp of what could be an enormous change for us and for our family. I won't say too much about it until I know more, but needless to say, one possible outcome is more significant and scary than the other two, and I have resisted acknowledging it as a viable option for us. However, that's silly, since it is an option, and very likely the way things will end up going in the end, so I'd best accept that things are not going to be the same in a couple of months.

I love how LD brings me clarity about certain things. He adores me but he won't just tell me what he thinks I want to hear. He challenges my thoughts and my beliefs, so that I know better how and why I think and feel certain ways. When he read this blog post it made him so furious and sad with me that he called and left a lengthy message on my phone to remind me that I am so much more than I seem to give myself credit for. He told me in more than one way that I am beautiful and wonderful, and just so many gentle and caring things. I needed to hear it so badly just then and he came through for me without even being asked. It touched me deeply that he was so effected by what I wrote about myself. I still have the message saved on my phone because when I need to be reminded I know I can listen to it and that all the things he said are still true.

He also showed me his new bedroom furniture. I love his taste in decor, it's much like my own in many ways. I got to be the first person he tested out the bed with! Woohoo :D It's a comfy bed, tee hee.

After naked time was over we went to this little Vietnamese place and had a bit of a snack. We talked about travel and about my dream of having my own business and just how that would work. He has loads of connections, which he is more than happy to share with whoever might find them useful. I know that should I go into business for myself, I will have such an awesome support system, failure will not even be an option. It was getting late and as tempted as I was to go for round two of the bed testing, I just dropped him off then then headed home. It was such an excellent night. I hadn't realized how much I truly missed his company.

I have a wax appointment tomorrow evening, with V, so I am praying that my period holds off long enough. I use Instead cups, but there is always a risk of spillage, and there are few things worse than bleeding on some nice lady while she tortures my genitals with hot wax.

I can't wait for the day to be over :) Tonight Jack has promised to have a nice, long, hot bath with me. Complete with candles and perhaps some Sloosh Juice. Looking forward to that :P Maybe some fun with one of my waterproof toys. Mmmmmmmmm...

I hope everyone had a good Monday, and I wish you all a good week!

*Ronald D. Moore