Mix Your Milk With My Cocoa Puffs

Posted on October 20th, 2006 in Does All Her Own Stunts, Housekeeping, Polyamory

Apparently my idea of erotic photography is too dull to warrant comments *SOB*. Ingrates!

To make matters worse I had to cancel my plans with H at the last minute because we are having unexpected company this weekend. I've been sick with the flu so the house looks like a war zone, and these particular relatives have never seen our place before. Jack really wants it to look nice so I VERY grudgingly asked H if we could reschedule.

On top of that I did something horrid to my neck and hardly slept because of it. I am not sure what caused it but I have a terrible kink on the left side and it's painful. O has advised me to apply heat and massage so I shall be doing that immediately.

Since this post can't be all bitching, the charming and handsome eBadger has graciously accepted an invitation to have lunch at my house on Monday afternoon. I am looking forward to this very much. I plan to dazzle him with my culinary mastery. If I have to end up cancelling that as well I will be a very irritable girl to say the least.

Monday evening V and I will likely be joining K and perhaps some of his friends at a pub for pirogi night. I know, it's a terribly odd special to have at a pub of all places.

The last few days K and I have been getting along excessively well. We chat and laugh and it's light and fluffy, we're like best friends again. On one hand it makes me a little sad. I wonder to myself what could have been done to fix things before they got to the point of no return. I ponder where it all started to go downhill. In some moments I entertain the idea of giving it another chance, but I think it best not to jump into that again right now.

On the other hand of course it makes me very glad. I value K as a friend, and I am glad that I have not lost him during this evolution of our relationship. I know that he will continue to be there for me, and I for him, and that we can still be real with each other even if we are not romantically involved. Despite what he might think sometimes, I cannot just turn off my feelings. I still love him, and breaking things off was not a decision I came to lightly. I want the best for him and I always will.

I need a coffee very badly. I want someone to bring me Starbucks. A Grande Non-Fat Caramel Latte to be specific. Oh won't someone take pity on me and run one over to my house? I'd go get one myself but Jack has the vehicle and the walk from here to there would eat up the rest of my time for cleaning.

I can be quite pathetic, I know.

To cover a few other things before I leave off. I added some handy buttons to my sidebar in the 'About' section, so now you can add Stiletto Diaries to your favorites on Technorati, BlogLines, or Delicious.

I'm also going to be posting my wish list for Christmas so that Jack can avoid buying me anything from it (it's just a 'thing' of his. If I give him a list, guaranteed he will not buy me anything on it). Perhaps it will serve to give other people good gift ideas for the special women (or men) in their lives!

I think that about covers it. I shall let you know how the car hunt goes this weekend :)

OH! Almost forgot :D I did a radio interview for CJSW (the local University radio station) and it aired this past Monday! It was about poly and I think I did a pretty good job. I have been promised a copy of the show, so would anyone be interested in having it available on the blog here for free download? That way everyone can hear me in all my glorious brilliance, LOL. It was only about 20 minutes long, so let me know if you are interested in listening and I will upload it and post the link.

Keep it real, yo!
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2 Responses to “Mix Your Milk With My Cocoa Puffs”

  1. bella Says:

    Oooo, me! Yes, I’d like to hear the show.

    Thanks,
    bella

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  2. Anonymous Says:

    I want to hear the show too!
    - O

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