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Posted on August 22nd, 2006 in Are You Gonna Eat That?, Made In Alberta, Polyamory

I added a few more books and some random IKEA items to my birthday wish list today. Just to add a little variety to it. Especially now that O is hosting a Birthday Party for me at her house next week!!! Isn't she a darling? I'm kidding about the gifts though. I don't need anything except the joy of having my friends together for some fantastic food and tea.

I wish that all my friends could be there. H can't make it and Jack is burned out from work and doesn't think that he will be up to joining us for it. It feels wrong to me that he won't be there. LD says he will try to make it and I really hope that he does. I want V to meet him, since she will be there for sure :) However, he offered me a consolation prize of taking me our for dinner or coffee at a later date if he really could not get to the party.

I told O that I would bring all the food and cake for the gathering. Mainly because it just started out that we were planning a dinner and it evolved into a party for me, so I was going to bring the food anyway. I intend to make several platters of various sorts of sushi as well as prawn and veggie tempura. I'm also going to make the most amazing cake ever, but the details will have to remain a secret for now ;)

My period is due quite soon and I am feeling slightly out of sorts and a tad anxious (for no good reason of course). At least this time I am not a raging bitch or some over-emotional mess. I have decided that just because I menstruate does not give me the right to be horrid to everyone for a week every month.

K has recently started seeing another woman. I am actually very thrilled for him, and I think I even surprise myself with the lack of real jealousy about it. Not necessarily because I don't feel it, but because I refuse to feed into it. I look at it from the perspective that I can't spend very much time with K, and he needs someone who can be there for him more. This other woman can fill some needs that I cannot, and that will only serve to make everyone more content. Not to mention that I love him and to love a person truly is to not try and hold onto them so tightly.

Anyway, I have some housework waiting for me that I'd best finish up. I wish everyone a great week :D