It Ain’t Over ‘Till It’s Over
Posted on April 23rd, 2006 in Brazilian Waxing, Mating And Relating, Polyamory
You will notice that I removed the previous post (the one with the lyrics to “Goodbye My Lover”). I put it up initially because K and I did have a break up of sorts. I didn’t think that there was much hope of Jack and I working anything out.
However, after a very emotional day, Jack and I had a long talk last night. We settled a lot of the issues around the break, my disregard of the rules, and how we should go forward with this arrangement.
K and I are not over yet, but there is still much talking to be done. Jack and I have to lay out some parameters that will make him more comfortable, while still being fair to my relationship with K.
I can’t be very specific yet, everything is still up in the air. I have caused Jack an overwhelming amount of pain in the past couple of days, and it will take me a while to repair the damage.
I have also put K through some unnecessary pain, and although I am not clear on where our relationship will be going from now on, I hope that he understands I didn’t know what else to do.
Things should become clearer in the coming days. I’ll be sure to keep you all posted and we shall see where this journey takes us next.
I also need to post about my experience getting a Brazilian Wax. Needless to say I am now totally hairless from front to back 
Jack is very pleased with the result.
More on that soon. Right now we are tidying up, as my aunt is watching the kids for a few hours this evening so that Jack and I can get out for dinner and have some much-needed alone time.
I am feeling cautiously optimistic about everything at this point, but I know for sure that we are at least going in a more positive direction.
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